Hello everyone; it has been a long time since I have posted. I am babysitting Meesh's kids and using her computer.

I just wanted to let you all know that Seth and I are doing fine. He is almost 11 months old and will have his first birthday party on July 22nd. He is 20# 4ozs and almost thirty inches long. He has plenty of teeth in his mouth ( well gums) but none have broke through yet. He is crawling all over and pulling himself up and has actually taken a couple of steps.

Seth is a joy to have and he has truly been a blessing from God. I haven't adopted him  yet because of the money situation. My pastor's wife said if it is God's will then it is His bill. I am so tired of listening to people's little sayings, like God is a book of sayings that Christians just toss out at random. Especially when they don't have a clue as to what is going on. My own family acts sometimes as if it is nothing important. I believe that God put Seth with me, and that by doing this, I don't believe that He would allow Seth to be taken from me. Someone told me that maybe it was a test that God was putting me through --- I don't believe that either. I believe completely in God; I believe that His will will be done in this affair. All people are doing when they throw their little sayings out is causing me a lot of pain. IF those same Christians would take an active part and help, then maybe I could understand what is going on. I do not need another scripture or saying tossed my way.

I did not intend to complain on the first day of writing . Sorry about that. I just need a lot of prayer in this situation. I also need prayer for Seth because he has a lot of food allergies and reflux that causes him a lot of problems, esp. at night. So we spend a lot of sleepless nights. I asked God to let me sleep once in awhile and  He does. God has such a sense of humor -- I think I have slept three full nights in ten months. LOL.

Anyway love to all of you. I still don't have my internet service so will use Michelles or my friends to write when I get a chance. I forgot how busy a baby can keep you and what fun it can be. I  told God the other night if He had any more babies out there that needed a home He could send them my way.

Till later -- God bless you all.